Still alive!!!

Yes, I'm still alive. I just have been busy in the real world. I should possibly consider posting my project here. Yeah... I think I will start to consider that.

Despair

Why do I end up in these moods of despair?

Has my soul finally been sucked from my body, leaving me a hollow shell just going through the moves?

It's inexplicable. Yet it's true.

I feel like my life has been a sham...

Dang! I did it again!

Yeah, I forgot about here again. I don't even know where to start to describe what the One Way World has been like since last July. In August, I thought I had a job offer that would have taken me away from the hotel, but the lady just could't commit to a start date. So I gave up on it, which really sucks because it was better pay and better hours! So here it is, March and I'm still slogging it out at the hotel. My exact feelings on the situation could fill an entire volume in itself.

In October my brother got hit by a SUV. Not his car...HIM! He was crossing the street on his way back from the grocery store and the guy came across the street and hit him. Sun was in his eyes. My brother is doing all right, but is still disappointed he didn't develop any psychic powers as a result of the skull fracture.

In November, I went crazy and got a new car. Mostly out of necessity as my Neon suffered at the hands of several potholes last winter. Some were approximately the size of the Grand Canyon. It ended up being easier to replace than repair. So now I have a PT Cruiser. Yay.

2011 has been pretty dull so far. I think the only excitement has been getting an iPad.

Argh. I don't know what I'm doing again!

Thought I'd stop by and say HI!

I'm at work and should probably do some actual work, right?

Thought so...

Been busy the past couple weekends here at work. I enjoy Sundays 'cuz I can get caught up on some things that just can't be finished on the busy nights.

Otherwise, my parents should be back from Maryland (by way of Wisconsin) today sometime. I won't see them 'til morning though...

Absentia!

Yeah. That's me. I've been absent from here for over 2 months. Yikes!!!!!

I don't have much of an excuse, except that I've been pretty stressed out by work lately. I go through periods like this every so often. I hate it. I really would like to get out of that place. Maybe if I didn't have a job that makes me down antacids like candy, I'd be more active with all sorts of things.

I need to come here more.

Really, I do.

This once a month thing is for the birds.

Speaking of birds... we have a bird feeder on one of the kitchen windows. The past few days a cowbird has been frequenting it. He's also been puffing himself up and pecking at his own reflection in the glass. It's really quite amusing. My brother got some video of it.

Sorry.

Not feeling the happiest right now. I am having thoughts of a kind that haven't visited me in about 30 years or so.

I don't like it.